Tuesday, October 30, 2007

grouchy. time seems to be in surplus, whereas attention is lacking.

how to solve our differences, a point of unhappiness.

canceled classes are all on different days, which makes it so pointless to even go back for that one or two hours. damn. school sucks.

Monday, October 29, 2007

feeling flustered and bewildered. i have this nagging feeling that there is a lot to be completed, but i sit and stare, with nothing to do. matlab, i don't know how to do, and attempting it will only drive me into a bad mood. hyperchem, i don't have the software. unit ops project, i don't have equation writer, and the piece of paper i wrote on. study for tests on wed and fri? or should i start revision?

help. i'm not organised!!!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

i only had like 8 hours of my weekend left to myself. haha rushing work for this week and next week, cause there's not going to be time next weekend too. mad world.

the stress is piling up, with the countdown to exams entering 2 weeks. stop being emo, you people! talk it out instead of bottling it up!

must constantly remember that i love you, and that i must treasure what i have.
friends are for support, for comfort, for honest advice and good counsel. friends are the one you can turn to in doubt, and in distress. what if your friends are the ones causing you distress?

i know i shouldn't judge. and since i've already said what i can say, and the rest i want to say cant be said without hurting our friendship, it's really up to you to make your decision. no matter what, i just hope in the end, you will be happy. we don't want you to be hurt.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

睡眼惺忪起床,看到那封简讯。让我也好想念那段时光。但是平凡的每一天也一样值得用心去感受和珍惜。

昨天才发现,原来我不说,却也想念你。

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

busy busy busy. have to try to complete things beforehand, cause of the multiple celebration parties over the coming weekends.

not enough time! i don't want to go for lessons! i'm a simple person! i only want to sleep! haha

Sunday, October 21, 2007

had a great time with the girls yesterday =) but too bad didn't really manage to surprise yinjie, though she must be touched! our food was pretty good!!! after 3 trials? wahaha nice yummy cake and fun mahjong too.. yay!
our 爱心餐!
the happy girl =)
the nice yummy cake, choc obsession from 4 leaves!
and last but not least, the girls =)

the first celebration is over, on to the next one-hong's!

there are some things that must be allowed time to return to their rightful places. so its better to let things take their natural course. in the end, you might be happier and better off than if you had forced things to be done your way.

everyone is trying to meet the deadline!!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

from time to time, i will wonder what life is about. i will wonder the future that lays ahead for me.

from time to time, i will look at my notes, and wonder, have i really studied and understood any of the things being taught?

and then i seek comfort in friends. their lame jokes and their warm familiar manner of speech and thought calms and soothes me.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

wahlao. got morons start counting down to exams. can don't be so disgusting?

seem unable to accomplish much of anything these days, lethargic. why am i like that?

to be so near to exams and have all my Saturdays gone seem so wrong, but if i don't even have these Saturdays to look forward to, maybe i'll go crazy faster.

it warms my heart to know you miss me=) i miss you too!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

another tiring day. started with a big downpour, and ended with the knowledge that yinjie is so obscene. haha

loads of stuff to do. craving a rest, instead of burning every weekend. even though it's worth it to do things for friends, i still want time to myself.

reading in a magazine the things guys remember about their girlfriends make me wonder what is it that will make someone remember me?

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

lao niang is sad! and i am damn sian can. sian that you don't care enough to show it.

tell me what things are important to you. friends aren't on that list? i am er dao.

the evil me gives 6 months. haha

p.s post edited

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

inundated with things to do at such short notices. hopefully after cramming in everything, they will fall into pace beautifully and come out not too bad.

bear with my moods.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

sometimes i wonder how true is it that everyone is busy and cant meet. haiz, i know it's true for many people, but i am disappointed when everytime i ask, you're not free. i believe that you can make time if you really want to, especially when i've already asked you ahead of time.

to me, friends are more important than school work. cause i will and i try to finish my work beforehand so that i can always meet my friends when they ask.
had a very busy day, with a late lunch, and a late dinner, but it was fun!! screaming and shrieking while doing stuff together, just our group of girls, our own way of going crazy=)

only half done lor! next Sat still must do another 'project' haha going crazy. but at least i'm having fun on Saturdays. just that my house is always going to have to be dirty and messy.

i need ideas and inspiration!! help anyone?

i used to keep a lot of smses from boyfriends, now i don't think i would. have i changed, or else what?

you! the rest of my world, please blog, so i got something to read. and lucy! stop complaining to maria! later she find out what we doing i kill you!

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

there are some people you don't want to work with ever again. and i've unfortunately encountered them. haiz. at least it's done now.

got to go to school early tomorrow, to do a tutorial that is due on friday. hopefully i can finish it.

endless cycle of tests, assignments and projects. is there all there is to life?

sole consolation, saturday!